I know I haven't posted in a long time. Things got really bad for a month or so. I didn't have the money to see my therapist and ran out of my meds (my insurance dropped when I turned 25 recently) so I basically could do nothing but eat for a month.

However, a little over a week ago, I started really thinking about trying hard to recover. I juice fasted (with one small meal per day) for a few days bc I was afraid eating would lead to a binge. It ususally does. Then I started eating more (nutritious) foods and less juice. I'm still drinking V8 and plum smart lite, though, but a LOT of water. So I went 4 days w/o purging and the past few purging once per day. I won't do it today. I also decided to stop doing some bad things I was involved in.

Right now, I'm in training at a new job at a nice bar/restaurant as a cocktail waitress. It's going to be tough, but I'll have extra ability now that I'm getting nutrition. Hopefully I'll make money soon, bc I have NONE right now and owe a lot of it! But yeah, that's all